Crap happensMom'm been screwing with my life, so that's why I haven't been here.
and I don't have a computer anymore thanks to her.
Oh, and Teddy Bear is gone too.
She stole him, then let him loose. I'll never see him again.
What kind of person does that...
My poor Teddy Bear...
Merlin's ok. He's staying with my cousin. I only get to see him for about a half hour every two weeks or so.
But Ted...
I have to go, I can't do this anymore. Ted was my inspiration. He's the one who started my pet photography for those who have been there all along.
Bye for now...
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Queen of:
Co-Leader of:
My Minions:
President:
Sidekick-Vice President of the Fan Club Minion:
Retired-Wifey Minion:
Solitaire Minion:
A member of:
Mascots:
Beth's dictionary of growing words!!
Analysize- v- to analize
Describle- v- to describe
Kinkel- n- staple
Kinkelster- n- stapler
Miracual- n - a miracle
Offon- adj- the state of being half on and off
Phrone- n- phone
Psychoic- n- 1. an insane person who can see the future 2. a barrel of laughs
Sone- n- song
"Hillary Duff's music kills the people you love."
--Madd TV 5/28/05
Attack life, it's going to kill you anyways.
*ahem*
You suck! who do you really think care about how many page-views you've got? or how many comments you recieve daily? I and in fact most people in this comunity, have more skill, talent, creative-ness in there back teeth, then you do in your enitre body, vile aura included.
this is, me, siging out
PEACE!
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I went mad of course, but after a while that got boring and I eventually went sane...
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Forfeit the game
Before somebody else take you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last.
That was pretty much everything that I've been dying to tell you for the past year or so but haven't had the chance to. It had no relevance to this little thing between Beth/You and G at all really, but at least it's out in the open now.
I think I'm done, now. So this'll be farewell, consider my loose ends thoroughly tied.
In situations like this the best course of action is to just ignore and let it drift out of memory. It's not like Beth actually visits dA anymore anyway so it can't have been all that important, and if she did read it why would it even concern her. The only reason that you even bothered to respond was because you feel that you have something to defend, this, and every other argument that has ever come about from all of this has struck a nerve somewhere. G may have struck that nerve, but perhaps you ought to consider why that nerve is there to strike in the first place. All signs point to that 'wonderful love of your life', that filled you full of mental anguish and emotional pain when she was stringing us both along for the ride until she made up her mind as to which she wanted, then left you with no friends of which to speak of. Why would you defend someone like that? I saw you back then, you were as bad as I was throughout. Just because you feel like you 'won' doesn't mean that the prize was one worth winning and it certainly doesn't take away what she did while she was making up her mind. Did you know that Jonny was involved on and off for longer than you were? How about my cousin? If that's news to you then you might be glad to hear it, if it's not news then you might want to start considering how many more forced, tearful apologies you can listen to before you they start to lose meaning. I know you think about that, I did. You may tell me that you don't believe me, but deep down you know it's true. If she can cheat on me with so many people, she can cheat on you. And if she's done it once, she will do it again. It'll get easier for her every single time you accept that apology.
Of course, this is just the rambling of someone who is rather bored at this moment and I have to say that I really enjoy hearing news that the two people who caused me so much grief in the past are having a rather awful time now, whilst everything is going so unbelieveably well for me. Makes me feel rather smug to be honest.
Anyway, as Stephy went home from her second visit yesturday, and we have begun planning on my first visit to her and her visits later this year I just thought I'd end this happy little comment with a thank you. If you'd not essentially sacrificed most if not all of your friends for the first girl who gave you a HINT of attention (bait which had already hooked Jonny but failed to work on Sam, G, Callum, Porky and everyone else that she'd tried it out on) then I would still be with her. -I- would still be wasting my life instead of you and I would never have found Stephy, who makes me so happy and generally treats me nicely. She doesn't cut herself to manipulate me, or cry when I want to go to bed or play my games on occasion. She doesn't cheat, or even want to. I wouldn't have left IT and found a course that wasn't a total waste of braincells which I enjoy, and a career that I really want. So in some twisted way, this is a thank you. Don't get me wrong, though, you should still rot in hell for betraying a friend like you did and I hope it eats away at your conscience until the day Beth tires of you and moves on to her next little crush who claims to want to give her everything that she desires like a trained puppy. Then crushes you when you remember these words and warnings whilst you cry over your lost love and spend months depressed and lost.
I got through it, it's easy with support from all your friends... but you sacrificed all of those didn't you? Nevermind then.
i just checked the parent comment and i thought it was beth callin' me big headed, sorry about that man...unless ofcourse you were calling me big headed, then everything i just said stands, well it was all aimed at beth anyway, so it really stands either way XD
anyways, man either way, sorry about the rant thing being as a reply to you.
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I went mad of course, but after a while that got boring and I eventually went sane...
THAT sounds really clever...
Also! this coming from someone who considers herself the QUEEN of whatever hapless sap she ensnares into her veil of Wretchedness!
im sorry, but ME, a big head?...PAH! you're a fine one to talk missy!
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I went mad of course, but after a while that got boring and I eventually went sane...
--
Forfeit the game
Before somebody else take you out of the frame
Puts your name to shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last.
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Wait, what?
ಠ_ಠ
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"Everyone makes one mistake, One more time for old time sake,someone's always someone else's one."
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